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Standing alone for years on end... picking myself up without a lending hand... driving down abandoned streets and looking for the next greatest thing... sparking a cigarette and praying for relief... again... I stand... but this time... I don't stand alone... I stand with another... someone just like me... and together we prevail through again

o stars with your bright white light why won't you just tell me the truth. I stare at you all night with full attention just asking why. The answer never comes but again I will always trying that one day the answer will just fly by. More like a flashing light telling me what I did telling me what to do. So stars I ask you again tonight what is your answer  on this new sight?

for years... years I have been searching for something I had lost years ago... I finally found a perfect match... in fact I found something better... it was like walking into a place I knew like the back of my hand... I could see it in her eyes as corny and stupid as that sounds... she has that spark that I thought would never be found again... I fell hard and fast... but as my life unfolds in its usual lines of walls and barriers I have the worst one I think I have ever seen... hell... It has never happened to me before... Her father... decided to block my number so she can't talk to me anymore... and for the first time in as long as I can r